Uneasy Listening

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I had a vivid and disturbing dream last night in which I was sat at a table eating dinner when an air-raid siren started up, closely followed by the sounds of bombs detonating close at hand. The building opposite the one I was in was hit, and it started to topple over towards me, only to stop abruptly at an angle of about 45 degrees and hang suspended in the air. It was still like that when I woke up in that sudden, sweaty way you do when you've had a nightmare.
The siren-sound in my dream hadn't been the sound made by an actual air-raid siren, instead it was the sound of violins imitating one, as heard in Penderecki's "Threnody for the victims of Hiroshima". I expect the piece has been played a few times on BBC Radio 3 lately to mark the 60th anniversary of the dropping of the bombs on Japan, but it'd been a couple of years since I'd heard it, so I had a dig around and found a recording of it this evening. If you've never heard it, you can get it for the next few days by clicking here, it's quite long, so it's about 10Mb in size and may take a while to download if you're on dial-up, but definitely worth a listen. I think some of it may have been used in "The Shining", certainly some of Penderecki's stuff was; this is even more disturbing given it's context. Listen to it nice and loud, there's lots of horrible detail in the quiet bits. It's like being eaten alive by ants.
Apart from that, my listening has been mostly post-punk this week, The Slits, Gang of Four and Young Marble Giants all enjoying heavy rotation. I had meant to demo some new songs, but I inflicted an inexplicable freak injury on one of my fingers that caused one of the joints to go black, swell up and not bend in the correct way, impairing my musical abilities beyond even my normal levels of hamfistedness. All was well enough by yesterday to play unhindered at the Endorse-it In Dorset festival (at which many a Betikan got horribly drunk and occasionally soaking wet), so barring further freak accidents I should be able to get some musical sketches done in the next couple of days.

For anyone waiting to hear from me...

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I'm becoming acutely aware that I have a backlog of packages I've promised to send to folks and emails that need replying to - apologies to those concerned for taking so long about it, I've got a mind like a sleep-deprived and slighty hungover sieve and a gazillion things to remember, but I will get round to doing everything eventually. If you think that I've completely forgotten you, there is a slight chance that you're right so please give me a kick up the inbox and remind me.

You'll no doubt be thrilled to hear that I've written a song called "God gave me a penis", after an evening watching The Organ (who were bloody amazing) and drinking lager shandy.